In the depths of my mind, i was lost in the thoughts of you,
forced to accept life didn’t turn out like it was supposed to.
Now here I sit in my empty room,everything has changed,
Up is down,left is right, and happiness has turned to pain.
I did all I could do, and pushed myself to the extremes
To make you realize how much of you mean to me.
But it wasn’t enough to lead you back this direction
it pushed you further away,that wasn’t my intention.
But regardless of the what has already been done
I can no longer lay here alone and just feel numb.
I must force myself back into a world where you’re not there
and fight my demons instead of wishing they’d disappear
I’m going to move on. I’m going to stay as strong as i can
And from these black smoldering ashes will arise a new man.
It still doesnt make sense to me why this has had to happen
But some day i will look back and feel resolved with the actions.
8 years with you made me who i am today and in 8 more
I’ll be a totally different person than I was before.
No more apologies or regrets,Those thoughts are through,
From this moment on, Its just me with something to prove.
The world is at my fingertips, and there’s alot more to life
Than worrying about shit like who’s wrong and who’s right.
Always in my heart is where you will stay,that much wont change
But my thoughts and actions towards this life, will never be the same.
So farewell my love, I hope you find what you’re looking for,
And remember ‘Love’ is great, but there’s so much more.